Lillith-thia

Lips soaked in red Wine blood and dread Where shall I go from here Nothing to pull from but fear Can't keep the facade up But can't seem to take the right cup To drink from in ecstasy Running through life breathlessly Even through all this strife Try to convince myself this is a fairy life Only through this pain I'm a wife To pain and to the knife Feeling the throb Of a life on the drop Knives and sweat and rust Blood of my own is my only trust Fairy life through all this strife Hold me tight all I can derive Is trust Hopefully I don't lose red soaked lips Watch again as again it drips

I miss 2 am on the phone I miss not feeling all alone But damn I did it again Shoved him away all in vain A lonely beast shudders in thorns Blood stricken and fur shorn Can't breathe Not even a single heave But it's all fine Just fix it with wine Did I win? Feels like a lost skin Got what I wanted Hell even flaunted All that power I said I had So why does it hurt so bad When I was the one to say goodbye And shooed him off like a fly Lonely seems to be my color Proving my horse was taller

My mind screams over and over again My face glued into a grin My chest tight allowing no air to gain Still I lift up my chin Heart stutters Mind in the gutters What if Why that Heart is stiff Head is a combat Mind racing Heart stutter Brain chasing Chest stutter Can't think Can't breathe On the brink Of falling underneath

Drunken stumbling free As my body is buried under stone Always told me I had love but even yours did flee Now I feel left all alone Shush now as silence creeps anew None can see but me Another stone you threw What was it you said each time I ran free Always welcome back to home But that was just another boulder Another lie to drone Now left my burden to shoulder

Told me I couldn't win And he'd end with a grin Well wipe off that smirk Because responsibility I can't shirk I didn't want to fight you But it seems all I can do Never learned how to keep it chill I didn't come out to be a cheap thrill Only learned that you gotta keep it real So here's the deal Was taught that strength and anger coincide Was taught to never run and hide Never shown the true emotion coursing through my veins Was taught to keep my ego on a short reign Don't know how but we got to this A broken heart and so many calls missed Tell me again how sweet and lovely I am Then hear my reply, hurt? Well I never really gave a damn Ca

Fingers tremble Reminiscent of lives past I must have had many to have this rumble Must have had many but they never last They say my soul is old They say I am young For all my age, my behavior like a rusty mold For my body to be so sprung Look upon curves so luscious Hoping for a silent whore in the night Finding only a mouth that renders you unconscious Recounting all the strange and things that fill me with fright Pray... tell... do I bore you? I just wanna see if you have a different view That's OK I was never really here to please Said I translate into color, nothing bright, maybe blue? They say all I can do is tease So tell me am I lo

I sit as she watches my hands stutter over my skin Waiting as I run over all of my sin Trapped within my head, I pick in which I will divulge My head swollen as I scream I'm not crazy and the temples begin to bulge I'm not fucking crazy Well just a full room makes my head hazy Or I just can't tell her how talking to those boys makes me shake and not from the cold Or how I sometimes feel like I'm a a rose, one no one can hold Shit no I'm not crazy See I'm pretty like a daisy Fuck you I'm not crazy Just that my inner filter, you know the one that tells you all about morals and shit yeah that fucking cricket is so damn lazy Wait wait am I cra

Tips of fingers Oh how you love when their flitter touch lingers Flitting tip of a tongue Make e feel ever-young Teach me the way To keep me pinned beneath tips of fingers all day Trace each line of my hip When quiver meets lip When love is still new When the lovers eyes still change the hue Draw with eversoft fingertip And an unending lovers quip

Hut two three four Grab your keys rush out the door Hut two three four This is our fucking roar Hut two three four Thought it'd be different preparing for war Hut two three four Pride of the fucking air corp. Hut two three four This is all you asked for Hut two three four This is what we fight for We are the Air Force And fuck any thoughts of remorse We are the Air Force We are the best, well of course